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my new
Posted:Feb 20, 2019 3:32 am
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2019 6:13 pm
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sexy suspenders ~ xx
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Raw
Posted:Feb 19, 2019 11:39 am
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2019 5:52 pm
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Rising Moon
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i feel
Posted:Feb 19, 2019 1:35 am
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2019 3:50 pm
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so abused its unReal
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only me
Posted:Feb 17, 2019 9:24 am
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2019 12:01 pm
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knows of me in Britain
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cardinally
Posted:Feb 16, 2019 2:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2019 8:54 am
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my cardinal lust
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taken my pills now
Posted:Feb 16, 2019 1:21 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2019 9:58 am
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hopefully
i will fall asleep

I have these
weird desires ~
not desires
more urgency
of passion to
be helpless in the right company ~ i dont sleep i dont get sexually knocked out by a powerful lover who is not imaginary

so i take pills
put myself asleep until another
another sunRise moonset moonrise sunset
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Hard Porn
Posted:Feb 16, 2019 8:02 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2019 11:37 am
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~watching something on netflix
& im so illustriously deprived im like

oohhh
I want a slap in the face now ~

attention

the irony

do I really want a slap in the face

I would take it
from the

right man

if he felt I needed one

my fate

slap me ~ dont slap me
are you Rambo having abad dream Frank Castle having a nightmere ~ slap me

I can take it
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i did try to be happy
Posted:Feb 15, 2019 2:24 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2019 10:28 am
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my first picture i took with my PC camera
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no effort
Posted:Feb 15, 2019 2:03 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2019 5:31 pm
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~ all off a sudden ~

i know im sad I know im
upset

I got a new dress today

& im not excited

~ x
~ love it

the comforts of being

SAD

"I

personally think Kurt Cobain
is the new deity of inner upsets & pain ~
which is fine ~

all emotions are important ~

~ps~ not here to impress anyone ~ im here documenting my solitary ~ life ~
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shamefully Super Sad
Posted:Feb 14, 2019 1:48 pm
Last Updated:Feb 23, 2019 1:47 pm
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its Sad
if all your left with

is a Blue Pill
on Valentines ~

real SAD

shamefully Super sad ~

its just sad ~

well I can officially say

im vulnerable

just in Lady ways ~

&

last time I checked thats not a crime ~

ticks in all categories of being a real woman
in both levels of discomfort ~

now that I know how vulnerable I am it makes me more cautious ~

when you know or realise some one is really horrible to you ~
it makes it difficult

for me

actually consider them now on my way forward ~

~ im a very beautiful fragile Lady ~
with a Great Heart of Stone

& with physical disabilities that make me even more beautifully fragile

there is nobody on the planet I can trust

even the Doctors im scared off ~

they can make decisions based on my ability to cope ~ if I cant they could lock me away ~ for eternity

~

slowly hide the list of things I cant do ~

& rip up the list of things I would like to do ~ technically impossible

there is always a day when you know ~

well ~

in order to decide whether to take the blue pill or the red pill

you have to be in the clearest mind

in my case

im very much happy with the Blue Pill

{trinity dies} ~ that moment ~ in a ladies life when you realise you cant continue with him on his journey ~

too painFULL ~ & ~ physically im unable too ~ & ~ he is not Neo
or any other Great representation of Man {as I know know it } ~

~ sad ~ & amazing

I have to drink lots of water at times ~ convinced I could leave myself dehydrated if I cry too much

~ crying actually doesnt cook ~ its an acknowledgement of not being able to do the things
I can no longer happily do creatively on a once normal basis ~

just add heat ~ irony off options ~

amazing one day fine next day ~

pain Full & just knowing

who is not there

its horrible when Drs ask how bad is the agony

~ you look back at them with the

Dont ask ?

my arms gone & therefore ~ in the eyes of Phallic Law ~ couldnt even really give him a wank ~
irony ~

Dear Dr is really bad my agony ~

cant cook cant wank a cock ~

~~~~~~

I dont know if vulnerable is a crime or position a person is in or a feeling of not being able to work out what is dangerous or not ~

who to trust ~

I feel like one of those
MURDER VICTIMS

on

investigation & crimes channels ~

& thats so unfair

~ I think I need a new Light Saber ~

forget the things I cant do

& re-Member the things I can do ~
or I would like to think I can Do ~
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im taking
Posted:Feb 13, 2019 10:59 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2019 11:52 pm
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as many pills as I can to keep me sedated

tomorrow

Its too painful

yes

when I realise what I dont have

& I know someone else is getting that attention

it hurts
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how I sit listening to
Posted:Feb 13, 2019 1:38 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2019 10:56 am
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Rina Sawayama
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half moon
Posted:Feb 12, 2019 5:31 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2019 8:03 am
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~x~

~ x
I cant explain the glow from the Golden Wreath
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